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EXAMS are OFFICIALLY OVER!!!
yeahhHx... however gotta mug for my chinese o's next week. awws.
rUix jiayou wOr!!
let's see..
today as usual. walk to school and was perspiring like bathing.
guess what. SEOWIE OVERSLEPT.. lols. *lazy pig
she cheong about more then 10 vCd i guess. *i lost count i stopped at which disc. sO LUAN!
and i realise i didn't relay her the msg. shit.
SORRY DEARIE. sOrry yulian and jesicca. sighs..
we had our first paper at 10.. oh MY GOD. it's like going to school to chill ourselves before we could take our paper. laoya~
first time CME paper was ever so hard!!.
*faints. gotta write essay even..
i was like falling asleep while doing.
MCQ was even better. i was finished with my paper and i fell sleep while checking.
finally decided what we'll be doing tmr.
we're watch TROY!!. haha. and finally taking JERRYS shots.
it's really been a long time ever since we really went out thou.
FINALLY.
couldn't agree on long john or yoshi. so we'll decide tMR. yEahHx...

i just reflected something about MY church..
actually i'm really going for the sake of going now.
it's like i don't like the people there.
i'll be straight-forward now.
other den my clique of gerls in church.
i like none of them in there.
there are either too b*tchified or they are too materialistic.
i admit everyone is. however they judge people by outer appearance.. which, in fact, i detest the most.
not only that. i guess they judge by your NATIONALITY also.
so what i am a mix. doesn't means i don't have the right to go there. am i? GOD CREATED ME TOO!
whatever ORANGES eyes U Are going to give me is just going to make me detest you more. and U better stop harrasting my GIRLS. and seriously. i hate the way u look at me! DO I LOOK WIERD TO U!? and one more thing. I HATE THE WAY U TALK. stop being childish. U ARE SEVENTEEN. mind U.
i guess that is why i sometimes drag myself there.
it's like of course my main motive is to go there and worship the lord.
i've tried so hard to be indivisalistic. prayed so hard that i would not be affected by all these. however it's just me. i felt so... in a fake environment...
like as if you say, "HI" you have to think twice.
EXCUSE ME. "HI" should be a very easy word i guess..
and that's how it works in MY church.
i'm not pissed however. but more disappointed that i feel this way in *church.
EMPHASIS ON THE CHURCH.
been a christian for so long and i never once ever said this in my whole entire life.
and now. i actually have to state this.
lOrd. where's my state of mind.
i guess that's why i suddenly dream about what i dreamt two days ago.

feel much better now.
gotta take a look at my bro now.

*******fliessSs