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listening to "jing tian" by Jae.
try listening to it...

i realise i have been doing too much thinking..
i'm so tired..
very exhausted..
i have given up so many things..
but other's are always better then me..
i am comparing
yes i am...

I noe something for sure...
A maths... chinese... english... bio... chem.. e. math..
it's like practically everything i'm not going to do well in...
i indulged too much in my world..
too much thinking...
too much tolerating...
too much expectation...
i aint perfect...
one bad point about me is that i am indecisive...
i make wrong choices...
i made myself gave up things juz to be good in other things..
and i realise i aint being meself either..
i realise how imperfect i was..
how stupid i was...
i always reminded myself...
every one go thru part and parcel of life...
i don't know what i want...
so much so that i feel meaningless in a redundant world...
i feel fake...
am i fake?
tell me...
how am i going to face up to reality?
my reality is crashing my dream...
*squeezedinaemptybox

I Am Childish..
I Am Selfish..
I Am Cruel..
I Am whatever u think.
but sorry.. i give up.

i aint perfect like U!
i aint perfect like what u think i am!

>>how could an angel break my heart.why didnt he catch my falling star.i wish i didn wish so hard.mebe our love's just meant apart<< euodia