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Oh wells. i'm back in taipei..
It feels lonelier than before but hell to it,
i've experience them tons.
i need some outlet to release..
then again, i'm too far frm anywhere..
too ashame to let people know..


i've been in this disillusion for really quite some time,
i've lied to myself again and again..
yet it's the same thing over again..

i'm always too loud, too un-lady-like, too stupid, too ugly, too lazy..
was never good enough...
tired of living up to expectations..

i finally realise the world is fake..
we all fall in love, love someone,
yet, love never really existed..
somehow, we never gave in for love.

sleepy now. i've walked shilin night market, simending, taipei main station..
thruout i was in my own world..
still hoping for the one msg..
true enough, i was rewarded with none concerning me..
*refer to two post back..
i still hope..