Wednesday, February 21, 2007
haha....
i cant imagine i just made a fool out of myself..
And at times when you feel that life isn't life until you start taking risks and having hope in something that you think may actually bring back that happiness that once was, you take that step. As afraid as you are, you open up and believe in "I love you, I really do." You're terrified out of your wits, knowing that you've given your heart away and that the chances of it being bruised and battered again is that high. Only to realise once again that you end up being duped. You're seriously not surprised, you beat your self up with "you knew this was gonna happen, you stupid fool."This is how i feel....
and i have enough of bad days... i'm not enjoying a single wee bit of today...
school sucks, home sucks and everythings just falling on me...
just when i was pouring out, more came in and triple the amount i was pouring...
why is it happening to me?
i'm just hoping that dinner would be better...
so looking forward to meeting jerrys so much this time...
you know how it feels when you really can trust no one... you're just left alone to survive after someone throws that hope of yours away... Labels: bad days
