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i was talking to an old friend(not like i'm really that old)
she's the longest and the closest so far( i'm really thankful for that)..
we were talking about those fanciful letters we decorated with our coloured pens and stickers.
and i just remembered throwing three bag full of letters down my rubbish chute..
but of cus it wasn't her's...
it was another friend both of us "hated"...
it sounds all childish and immature..
but they were all the little something that would stay through my life..
i wonder how many people i really hurt and how they really hated me...(aint that perfect alright!)
gosh.. i must be really horrid...
all the primary school memories...
they're just gonna remain and lesson for me to learn..

shall reveal some stuffs
XXXX Says: haha actually i would have one more friend~ at least to tell her, no regrets knowing her lo, i mean she was DAMN NICE to me and she's the 1sth
XXXX says:but i made her cry a bucket
*the "her" is one of her primary school friend.
XXXX says:hahah maybe u should set out to find lynn lo

Lynn was my partner when i was in primary5...
she was really those innocent and mummy girl..
she never fail to make me laugh whenever i got "bullied"..
come to think of it,
where am i gonna find her?
How are we going to start a conversation?
How awkward it's gonna be?
What would our conversation topic be?
Would we leave our friendship like this in the end?

anyhows,
surprisingly,
i've got one friend currently talking to me..
and i know her ever since primary 4 going for some redundant tuition..
we were practically going there for picnic and junking with our calibee potato chips and sprite.
we go bible classes..
we quarrelled like normal friends..
we hang up phone calls..
we shout out of the window to "save phone bills"
chicken feast..
after so many years,
she still make the effort to meet me up..
even if it's few months..
we have endless talks..
endless chicken feast..

"well, i'm just gonna keep u no matter if u leave me"
i cant afford to lose anymore too.. i'll keep you..

laters..