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i'm still in school..
time check : 5:30
....
goshh.. why am i still here?
terrible pls..
i've got so many to complete!!

anyway,
the one month is up..
the kids are living my place this coming sunday...

no more kids running calling me sister, asking for help,
no more doors banging...
no more mountain-ous dishes to wash...
no more nose bleedings..
no more ear cleanings..
no more mass bathing in the toilets.. (5 boys squeezed into a toilet)
no more saturday outings.
no more screamings.
no more rushing to meet the time limit..
no more noise....
and i said they were noisy...
i'm definately going to miss the noise the most...
i'm so used to have people around me that as soon as i'm left alone,
like now,
i'll start to feel wierd...
it's the silence inside that kills me...
i may enjoy the silence and love to be alone...
but.. it seems so empty now...
after OBS,
after KIDS,
after SCHOOL...

i think i just need a lil more time to adapt to silence..
when it's silent enough and time's ripe enough for me to enjoy...


for now..
rushing homework to be the top student... (from the bottom, i hope not)