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i can't stand it anymore.
yes, i'm trying to hide.
i tried so hard today.
gosh, i think i'm becoming un-becoming.
I HATE MY THIS SIDE.
i just can't tolerate any further.
SCREW ALL TEACHERS!!!!!
they intrude into innocent students life and mess up their world.
WTH............................
My displeasure is going to boil my blood and it's gonna gush out anytime when something sharp pokes on it.
YES I'm sure it's going to.
THE, "SURE, i UNDERSTAND..... IS NO MORE THAN A SACARSM!"
why am i in such a damn dilemma? whatever. pissed.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh
SCREW PL!.
SCREW ALL PL TEACHERS!
SCREW EVERYONE!
I'm not in a oh-so-happy mood.
crying doesn't solves all.
CRY ALL YOU WANT AND WET YOUR PANTS.
RUI IS NOT IN A GOOD FUCKING mood.

yes. if you want a good punch,
try come near me,
i'm not gonna give chance...
thanks for keeping me in PRAYER. oh yes, i need it so much!
I CAN PRAY MYSELF.

gosh, i'm sinning so much here.
GOD, i feel terrible, you are suppose to walk with me during my weariest times. I just can't feel that you are beside me.

 
One night in deepest sleep, I dreamed,
Upon the beach I walked.
The Lord was by my side each step
As quietly we talked.


 Then on the sky my life appeared;
Each chapter was serene.
Two sets of footprints in the sand
I saw in every scene.


 And then I noticed in some parts
Of discontent and strife,
Just a single pair of footprints
In the worst times of my life.


 "Lord you said you'd walk by me
In good times and in bad...
Why then weren't you with me
When you knew my life was sad?"


 "My dearest child," God whispered,
When you suffered then, I knew;
the single pair of footprints
Were those times I carried you."

I'm heavy.
 
 
 
UGLY U!!!!!!!!!!!!