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what the hell..
so do i only have homework as my life?
so what if you have such a bad childhood..
i do not need to follow your childhood ok..
so what if i retained.
does it means that i have to live in my failure?
what does it mean to be seventeen when i'm treated worst off then a seven?
yes.
i failed two years back.
so what?
do i have to give up things i have in mind?
hey... please... your son here is not doing his homework and you are on the phone!
so.. as a sister, i thought i could do something by asking him to finish his abacus..
something which i was responsible to...
hello.. it's your son... now i reprimand him...
and you divert your anger on me..
what is this..
he din do his homework and you are scolding me...
and while online... my hp just happen to ring~...
so... you assume that i have been using my phone all the time...
WHICH *Ucking EYE DID U SEE ME USING IT.
hello.... i'm really very very tired ok...
i can't be on the look out anytime..
the only time i rest is after homework or some thorough revision..
whatever you say...
your son haven been doing his abacus homework ever since he had join abacus...
and all you do is side him... and i am in the wrong my scolding him and beating him...
hey let's come to the point alright...
i have tell him from 7 o'clock till now... so you think i can talk all the way to 10p.m and then still talking...
what the hell...
i aint like you alright...
i am someone who can't stand it when you don't do your work..
and all you can do is say..
my fault and all..
and that i was too harsh on my BROTHER
whatever it is...
then you do the job..
you scold your son yourself...
i think i did the right thing alright...
i don't mind living with daddy ok...
TELL U SOMETHING...
U HAVE A GREAT BIASNESS IN DANIEL OK!!!
don't think i don't know ok!
fck U*

i am angry... because you even complain to daddy...
fcK U*

sometimes i really wonder U are my mum anot...
GO ahead Complaining...
what do you do...
take care of us?.
and complain to daddy that i am A SORE EYE..

aND today... u know what... i din even speak a word...
and what did you tell DADDY!
U TELL HIM THAT I TALKED LOUDER DEN U..

YES I TALK LOUD.
BUT iT WAS TO DANIEL OK!
HE HAVEN BEEN DOING HIS HOMEWORK...

excuse me... i had my right ok!
I KAN"T BE BOTHERED WITH U!!!!!!!!





LIFE SUX!.
if one day i was ever to commit sucide...
tell you... it's ALwAYS MY MUM!.
U contROl me..
U STRangle me..
nOw u sae i'm a SOre eYE..
DAddy..
i really din talked back to her...
i really really didn't i really didn't...
SHE ACCUSED ME~~~
and what do you mean by I taLKing tO dAddy waS a WASTE OF MONEY?!
i am restricted LIKE FUCK OK....
I NOW U CONFISCATE MY PHONE...

ok... my fault...
forget it...
my fault...
i admit defeat...
i'm sorry mummy...
from today onwards..
i aint gonna go back on your words..
i promise...

lastly...
sorry daddy...
i din noe she's gonna call ya agn...
she thinks i'm bad...
i know u think best of me...
high hopes on me..
every time when she call you...
it is just shattered one by one..
i don't care...
i aint gonna leave with you...
i am going to finish this craP!

I AINT WANNA HEAR Ur vOice ANYMORE...

LASTLY... BURGER IF U SEE THIs.. SORRIE.. HP isH confiscated... i hope u will get to read this... aint avoiding u...
i don't know what my life is going to be like for the next few days or months... but whatever it is... i don't think i have the strength anymore... i always put up a front... being happy just to forget everything... and i always thought it worked... i was wrong... i am equally upset inside... i am super weak but i'm afraid to admit.. because once i admit.. that's the end of me.. i'll lose my confidence and even my pride... i must always see the stronger front... motivate myself...
as i write... it started to "don't make sense to me"...
i am beginning to forget what i want in my life...
what was aLL the "all these while following my curfews to my mother's request".. why did i follow it?