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after blogging ytd, i went to open up my bag.. was somehow distracting myself with biology... whatever bacterium and all... then something caught my eye... this "HONEY" soundtrack from lixian... was suppose to ask rowena to burn it... but i've forgotten.. so i took it out and played it on Eunice's radio which has been in my house ever since cheerleading... but whatever it is... it came to this song, "i believe" by yolanda adams..
here goes the lyrics..

They said you wouldn't make is so far uh uh
And ever since they said it, it's been hard
But nevermind the nights you had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside
You worked real hard
And you know exactly what you want and need
So believe and you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say…

(Chorus:)
I believe I can (I can)
I believe I will (I will)
I believe I know my dreams are real (know my dreams are real)
I believe I'll chant (Oh yea)
I believe I'll dance
I believe I'll grow real soon and (That's why)
That is what I do believe

Your goals are just a thing in your soul uh uh
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe

(Chorus:)
I believe I can (I believe I can oh yea)
I believe I will
I believe I know my dreams are real (All of my dreams are real)
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and (ooo)
That is what I do believe
Whoa oa oa YEA…

(Music break)

Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up I'll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe….OoOo

(Chorus 2x)
I believe I can
I believe I will (I can)
I believe I know my dreams are real (I got strength)
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and (watch me watch me watch me)
That is what I do believe (I do believe in me)

I believe I can
I believe I will (oh yea)
I believe I know my dreams are real
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe (I do believe! yayeeyay)

this song somehow made me felt better...
i set aside my bio text book and indulge myself with the march issue seventeen....
i felt much better as if i was in my own world and all..
i thought i was going to sleep early..
in the end i slept at 1...
woke up at 11 today..
was making myself breakfast...
i think i wasn't even paying attention to what i was doing...
i knew something was wrong...
burg... give me up please? i realise that all these while it was so wrong... my time... your time... i know u are willing to sacrifice and all.. and i aint doing anything about it... after reading your many smses... i caught myself guilty of neglecting you.. i'm really sorry... after so many things that have happen, i lost total faith in myself... whats more the r/s... you are someone much more like a friend... that is not the way... i am suppose to be there for you... while you are someone i should be pouring out to.. you said that i should tell you things... i told you... and you said that u wouldn't say anything because that would make me feel worst?... I see no link... i see myself more and more drifted to you... i am backing out... face the music... i don't want to lie to myself that i am close to you when i'm so far away...

Out of here.